The LAST straw

I did crap today because I fell sick. I'm so friggin lousy, I can't stand it. While typing this entry, I'm breaking out in cold sweat due to sneezing like a frog for the past few hours while watching WZBQW on youtube just now despite being in an aircon room. And NOW, I have to attend a birthday celebration which I really want to go, but don't know can make it anot as you all know, night times are like the only time for me to study, not forgetting the fact that now I'm sick, terribly. I don't know what to wear later either.

Good news is that I've watched till the episode that Mingdao fell in love back with QIAOEN and this makes me feel way much better emotionally. But the pressure of A's now is able to offset any pleasing feeling I would be feeling for the next ten years. The impact is so powderful I tell you that it's similar to the bombings at Hiroshima and Nagasaki a few decades back.

I'm cold now. You won't blame me for attending the celebration in my OHSOSHUAI windbreaker right?

I demand an explanation for my useless body. Can't even run. Not even nice. Might as well just go and die.

GAHH, I need to go bathding now. Byeworld. OH! I NEED TO UPLOAD NICE GROUP PHOTOS ON THE TOUCH RUG BLOG SO THAT THEY WILL PICK ONE WITH A CHIO-ER US. HAHAHAH OKAY BYE

WTH?!

GAHHH I can't believe this, I'm actually feeling horrible over a Taiwan drama that's playing the second time currently in Singapore every sundays from 10-12pm. I'm feeling horrible because, the male lead, which is Dangou has regained his memory and leaves Tianyu (and his new life) to go back to his fiancee and old life - which is of a wealthy hotel manager.(I WAS CRYING LIKE MAD OKAY) And double whammy to me because I was so damn tired on saturday from gp in the morning till noon and studying from noon till 5 plus, I zonked out the minute I got home and slept till sunday 1pm. Indirectly, I'm here to complain that I missed a total of 2 whoopping episodes of this drama(AND MINGDAO! OMG) and had to spend my entire week's allowance on buying the VCD which cost me another whoopping $26.90 apart from my Art fares because I couldn't stand the fact of being slower in this so called marathon with the TV station.

I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BOTH OF THEM WHEN I WAS SLEEPING OMG!.

and much to my dismay, they both fell out and he hates the daylight out of her right now. For your info, that was the third whammy for me. *stabs self repeatedly in chest. Like seriously.

I think I shouldn't get so serious about this drama because in reality, ceteris paribus assumption does not hold this doesn't really happen. And even if it were to happen, I don't think the guy would be so hot as Mingdao. HAHAHA (SHUTUP). So anyway, as I was saying,

I think (again) that this Taiwan drama is just another medium for me to vent my anger, to have someone to scold at(OMG I TELL YOU THE FIANCEE....... must get slapped), and use the current situation that Tianyu (female lead) is facing right now as an excuse for me to bawl my eyes out (it works you know, one minute I was crying my soul out because he left her, and before she could even cry, certain parts of my life flashes infront of me and I'll continuing crying like mad - still crying when the female lead got consoled and comforted while I have nothing but a few cheapskate pillows from Ikea to cry into and hug.)

Okay, now that I've blogged out my frustrations for the moment, I shall go do some work so relief myself from the guilt that I've been carrying for the past week or so due to friggin A's.

On a lighter side, I realised I typed alot of long sentences in this post and Mustafa Shopping centre seems to be a rather happening place to shop at for both Art and Wayang accesories because they have EVERYTHING - including stamps for Miss Tan so that she'll stop stamping the "Parent's Signature" thing on our papers and instead, stamp some stuff like 3 stars or a monkey all over saying "Good work!". That would surely help. I think I might just supply her with that. Sound exciting?

Oh no, that's a pretty long sentence too.